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With all that is going on in the world sorry to take up your time with this but I (need prayer) for my household, myself to. This is hard for me to request this with out feeling like a hypocrite because I am in the same spiritual condition
The reason my household they are in the condition there in is not there fault but all on me, poor spiritual leadership. God through out the years was faithful to get us back into fellowship with Him and His Church the Bible over and over and over again many times many fellowships but I lead us out of each one. I believe God has really chasten me at this time! Because of this and because of living in carnality. I should not have gotten entangle with certain sins in my walk and try serving Him in a ministry at the same time. Here again I have confessed to Him what I know, an a certain sin really trip me up literally more than others my whole life even before my salvation and by His grace He has delivered me from it again still the temptation can be there. I have somethings in my life now such as OCD scrupulously a mental type illness it is horrible that appeared in March 2020 and seems like also harassment from the enemy to things were not always like this. At this time I still do have a ministry by His grace I don’t see how in my condition it functions but it does at this time. But back to my household I have not a whole lot of influence with them and things are not as I would think that God desires at all in my family life, they are all grown up adult children.
I feel I have failed them as a parent and the OCD has isolated me some what and has made this real difficult to try to live a life of faith that influences them when they see what I am going through. All I can do now in my own house is just pray and put them on prayer chain here.
I did not lead them in love before but was very judge mental in many ways.
Still able to send them Bible verses my wife and daughters they let me do that but my son who is a believer he needs to return to the Lord Jesus! in is walk and so do I, the enemy has really messed him up big time it is to much for me to think about or talk about here and can be hard to pray for him. He needs a divine intervention to get him back in fellowship with God.
I don’t know what to pray to God for my family or myself in this right now this mess I have created i do not at this time have a peace of mind in my walk with the Lord we need a Divine intervention. I don’t know just clinging to God’s Grace more than ever lately like my life preserver I feel best when I am alone focus on worship music, the Bible certain parts with my OCD it is hard to read where in the past it was not, being around other believers helps in prayer meetings I know the Lord is there and He can look my way someday and help me.
Sorry to burden you with this thank you for praying for us a brother and family in Christ.
Received: January 4, 2021
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